Desperate Homemaker

Well let me see it’s been quite a long time since I’ve written. It’s so funny because I read my last post and laughed because I guess I was feeling pretty stressed about finding a job. I still feel that way except that now Mike and I are actually wanting to start our own cleaning business. The idea didn’t just hit us overnight, we’ve always kind of wanted to do something like that. We really do want to work together. We already have business cards, we just need that first cleaning job. We have had a few set backs. Mainly because of me I guess. I went to the doctor recently and had a few issues come up. So I’m in limbo right now waiting to see what they are going to tell me. It’s like I’m almost holding breath. I have faith that I will be OK.

My book is still coming along. I really look forward to the times that I’m able to sit at the computer and write. I think I enjoy it so much because I can have a little “escape from reality” and just go somewhere else. As a parent you need a little escape every now and then, for me it’s when I write. I try to write poems also, I have a few saved for my daughters, that I hope they will treasure when they get older. You know I sometimes have those thoughts in my head that make me question my abilities or self-worth. I know it’s stupid, I know I shouldn’t do it, but I do. But those are the times that I can remind myself that I am a great writer. I don’t think I have to have published works to feel confident in the things that I write. It will be great though when my book does get published. I think for now I will leave my thoughts with that. Have a great Day!!!

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